A New Beginning

I lived day by day, Telling myself things will get better. My life I tried to end, 'cause life to me seemed hopeless. A new beginning you gave me, A second chance at life. Dead ends kept following me, No matter how hard I tried. Every time I tried to die That unborn picture came to mind. Seeing you suck your tiny thumb, Seeing you yawn in my sister's womb, Made me realize I need to live. I cried in fear, "What should I do?" That picture came to mind, That picture of you. A new beginning you gave to me, Now you are here. You let me taste the life, The life I tried so hard to end. Now I share my breath with you, And hold dear to the memories we've shared, And will continue sharing in the times ahead. I thank you now for giving me A new beginning - a better life.

Trash

by Alexandra

You're throwing it away, you're wasting your life. You're too young to know what decisions to make. You're too stupid to know what opportunities to take. You're just a teenager, too rebellious and wild to think. You're on the brink of falling over the edge. Don't take a step too far, be cautious, right now you're on the ledge. I'm just trying to help, so don't raise your voice. It's not your choice anymore. You must do as I say, you can't have it your way. You don't know what you want. You can't have what you hunt. You can't have your own dreams, you have mine. I couldn't live my life to the fullest, so I'm going to make yours the dullest. Don't waste your life or throw it away because you're living it for me, my way.

LiFe as a teEnager..

Difference

There is a part of me That feels I am different from everyone else. Something that I can't quite see, Something that I can't quite feel, Something so unreal. But this 'thing' is always there, This 'thing' with others, I will never share. So I push it to the back of my mind, All the thoughts of boys and clothes And make-up, it is hiding behind. Sometimes, when I have almost forgotten, It comes back with such ferocity, Angry and unforgiving. I feel so lost and sad, Whatever caused this feeling Must have been so horrible and bad. A lost memory or something else, I'll never know, Whatever it is, I know for sure, I can never let this feeling show.

GetTing to know each other..

- i live in this world full of people pretending to be something there not.., but when i'm with you.. I'm the girl i waNna be..


“I am Me. In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me. Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine, because I alone chose it -- I own everything about me: my body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions, whether they be to others or myself. I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears. I own my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. Because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me. By so doing, I can love me and be friendly with all my parts. I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects that I do not know -- but as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and ways to find out more about me. However I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically me. If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought, and felt turn out to be unfitting, I can discard that which is unfitting, keep the rest, and invent something new for that which I discarded. I can see, hear, feel, think, say, and do. I have the tools to survive, to be close to others, to be productive, and to make sense and order out of the world of people and things outside of me. I own me, and therefore, . I am me, and I am Okay.”



i am passionate of what i desire, of what i am interested with, i set my on rules and i'm not planning on breaking them or even crossing over that boundaries because of that i can protect myself from all the hurt and agonies, because of that i am what i am today.